At the end of this week the JUSFC will make their decision on the grant. They will notify us by mail, so I’ve got Lesley waiting at the Film School to forward the letter to me. I won’t be so cruel to ask her to open it and read it to me over the phone. But, the letter will go first to the film school, then to Karin’s house, then here. So, I reckon it will take a week or two to get into my hands. After that, we can make some clear decisions about what’s going to happen with the film. It would be great if I could just win the lottery. But, I suppose I’d have to play to win.
How can I illustrate the tedium of Mark’s work without making it actually tedious to watch? So many phone calls-they are on the phone constantly. How do they do it?
I woke up with a terrible headache today. There’s no pain killer here, so I had to suffer through for 4 hours. I guess it’s what people in the olden times had to do. Or, as Vonda reminds me, what pregnant women have to do. Patrick says it’s because I’m exhausted, but sometimes I don’t feel like I’m working hard enough. “If I just worked harder,” I say to myself, “things would become clear.” But, that’s not really true. I have to work smarter.
Tokyo Cowboys is a modern day Western set on the post-modern urban frontier…following a group of Western men as they search for freedom of expression…as they reinvent themselves…what was my other definition of “frontier”? The limit of knowledge and achievement. That’s it…yes. They are pushing themselves to the limits of achievement. Why? Because opportunity is all around them. Success stories are all around them. They see endless possibilities. So this makes them work harder because anything is possible…they’ve seen people achieve the impossible. It keeps the cowboys spirit alive no matter the adversity. I’ve been wondering what keeps them there, and this is it…unlimited possibilities…endless opportunity.
Isseki, ni chou-literally translated as one stone, two birds…meaning to kill two birds with one stone. Don’t know why I thought of that.
