Getting so damned frustrated with this whole thing. The paper edit is endless. The footage is endless, and I feel as if I am out here on my own. An editor and a producer would be good. Sometimes I feel like it was really stupid to do this whole thing independently. You have to motivate yourself constantly, and sometimes I really don’t feel like it.
I’m tired…can’t seem to get enough sleep…EVER. And, I go back and forth…is this good? Is this shit?
