…was that I learned about it on the website…not getting the JUSFC grant, that is. The letter was en route from LFS, but I thought I’d check out the website to see if there was any news. They had posted the awardees, and the TC name was not on the list. I suppose I’m disappointed. But, not too much. It was a long shot anyway. The letter stated the reasons: funding restrictions and committment to other projects. I may apply again in the Spring with a lower budget.
As we know, one door closes and another one opens. I’m looking for that open door now. I’ve been repeating my new mantra “the rough is only mental.” It helps.
Pre-occupied with finding a flat. We’ve decided that if Adam finds a place, we’ll move back within two weeks instead of staying until the end of October. We’re both hankering to get back to London and immerse ourselves in the thick of things.
40 years old, and I don’t feel as if I’ve found the road yet. But, patience my dear. A lot of times we’re on the road, and we don’t even realize it. I have the stamina to take the long and winding road. Just keep cutting, keep moving forward, one foot in front of the other.
I’m concerned about going back to work at the film school. I love the job. I love the people. But, it takes time away from Tokyo Cowboys. So, I’ll just have to get better at managing my energy. Write in the early mornings, Film School Job during the day, cut at night.
