Confirmation of a £5,000 investment came through from Mr. A. Now it’s real, and I’m freaking out. I don’t have a story. I’ve got some great characters–some larger than life characters. But I don’t have a story. What the f—? … Read More
In this moment, this eternal moment, I am filled with something that feels like what happiness should feel like. Survival on the frontier. What does it take to survive? Struggling with Western values and beliefs in an alien and postmodern … Read More
Street interviews. Shinjuku views of the city. Narrative…narrative…what’s the fucking story? Step by step, enduring depression, lack of faith, loneliness. I know why people check out. Things fall apart. They’re never good enough. Had a dream about screaming aliens riding … Read More
It’s my birthday. I’m 37, and I’m just thinking about career development. Louis Theroux: “Weird Weekends.” Greek Mythology: mythic characters with tragic flaws. If you see the beginning and the end, then you can figure out everything in between. That’s … Read More
Reinvention…the new frontiersmen in a postmodern wild west. The John Wayne mythology can still be fulfilled in Japan. How does it break down? Deconstruction. Commitment: 18 months. Historiographic Metafiction. Social Narrative. Reality Narrative. Help me. My head is going to … Read More
I’ve decided to produce and edit Patrick’s graduation film. And, I’ve decided to graduate on that film as well. That way, we can maintain the rights on the documentary and make it a much bigger project. That means that my … Read More